God's Grace Is Sufficient !!!!!!!

This past Thursday,  Bill and I went for my CatScan and I was so expecting to hear "CANCER FREE"!!!!!! Those are not the words I heard. Although 4 of my areas had gotten smaller with out Chemo or medications of any kind, was awesome and amazing news and I am so Thankful for that.  The other news seemed to cloud my good news, one area had doubled in size since June,which explained my pain and discomfort with my left leg and 2 new area's found on my right leg in the soft tissue!!!! I was angry, "Disssapointed", wanted to be in DENIAL of the whole thing. At one point I actually said to my Oncologist I am going to pretend I am not hearing you. I often wonder what she thinks of me (LOL) !!  I once again thought this was all behind me and once again we were faced with decisions I didn't want to face or make. Hearing things I didn't want to hear and just emotionally exhausted from the whole mess!!!! We had dinner plans Friday and Saturday evening with friends and I so much wanted to cancel because I just didn't feel like being around anyone!! I was so weepy and discouraged. We did not cancel and I am so glad. I thought if I cry oh well, they are my friends and they will understand. I didn't cry, I laughed and we had a wonderful time. Cancer just like other types of Cancer can try to rob us of our joy our life our hope and our love, BUT we do not have to allow that to happen. I had so many "AMAZING" things happen just when I needed it the most. I cried with God listening to me, I DON"T Understand any of this but this one thing I do know "GOD'S GRACE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR US" We don't have to understand it, or deserve it, all we have to do is recieve it. So I can proudly say when I am "Weak" HE is Strong in me and I can Trust Him to bring "His" Perfect will out of all this mess!!!  Gods Grace is enough for all of us No matter what we are going through His love, His Peace, His Joy, His Comfort, His Presence is ALWAYS there for us IF we turn to Him and continue to Trust Him "No Matter What "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saturday night after dinner I went into the Bathroom and as I looked up there was a wall painting that said " My Grace Is Sufficient For Thee" it was as if God was there letting me know it is OK, hang on I am with you keep going. He gives us what we need when we need it because of His Amazing GRACE!!!!!!!!