My 1st day having my blog up and running!!! Feels great. I am not a computer girl, but last year for my Bday I recieved one and my Son encouraged me to join FB. Actually he came over and said mom I am signing you up on FB. It has been a fun way for me to connect with the outside world, when I was inside my house, looking out at the world. spinning past me. It felt like everyone was outside playing and I was inside wanting to join them an unable to. Some of my chemo treatments actually made me feel like the "Living Dead".  I was barely alive. As I look past the last almost 4yrs. this Nov. I am "Amazed" at all that has happened, and yes I am still alive and well. I have learned to focus on living one day at a time and giving this day my best. I see things through new eyes and appreciate things in a new way. I am so thankful for my husband and how great he has been through all of this, and my family members and awesome friends. One of the most difficult things for me with dealing with the cancer is how it effected people I love so much. My hope is that people will find this blog helpful and a way of possibly sharing their hopes, fears, and questions.